deserted lover

I'm not begging u to love me.I'm not really even asking u....but,isn't it alright..if i cherish tat hope in my heart ?if i dream of jus holding ur hand ,it will hurt me...not u..I'll try to keep my eyes from shinning.when they c u ..and i promise ...I'll try not to smile a special smile ..when u say hello.but please don't ask me not to love u......