Monday, November 21, 2011
Move on !!!!!!!!!!!! but
I always thought love was reciprocal .Y shld i love a gal who doesnt love me .for 2 years my life is mess . i have never left bad or depressed abt my life till this so called infatuation or love or what ever u call it hit me .I m not able to make move on ,the more I try more I remember her ......it really hurts ....as dhanush sings ....................god i m dying nowu ...she is happy howu ?????? (she is to not be blamed for this though )its my fault ...............seriously wondering y i typed these rubbish statements ...and any how nobody is gng to read tis crap ........
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No my dear friend... I do read all those lines what you write.. ive been following your blogs for a long long time..
ReplyDeleteUnmeya Solla poganum na.. naama rendu perum ore prob'dhan face panni kitu irukkom...sailing on the same boat...
I live alone..away from my family for 5 yrs now due to work..I fell in love with a girl in my office.. and after hanging around with me for 2 yrs, she said she was confused about me..and was not sure if she really loved me or not.
I still love her. But I am not in touch with her..I quit my last job - just because of her..and I chose not to be in touch with her also..Not that she wanted to avoid me , but just that we decided to stay away to avoid more pain.
I asked myself a million times - why do I still love her though I know she doesn't...I always got just one answer... Because she gave me the best days of my life when I was happy with her..and it is those memories that make me think about her again and again..
Going ahead I even started accepting the fact that she doesnt need me any more in her life. She is happy in her own world, and she has no regrets, and most importantly - no time/space for me in her life.
Last week, I got to know that she is getting married. Yes, it hurts. It hurts a lot. I still love her. But it's not worth wasting time on this anymore. It's all in our hands bro..
Ava neniavu enakku vandha, naa vere edhaadh yosikka try pannuve... I forcefully deviate my mind from thinking anythng about her. It is hard in the begining... but you do it every single time u think abt her..and it becomes a habit.
Our life is beautiful bro. It is better to "be loved" than love someone. It takes a little effort to pack those memories in a box and leave it in one corner of life. Do that ! move on.
You are not going to be single for yoour enitre life. Of course you will have a loving wife - who will honestly and sincerely love you - for what you are. Keep your dreams for her .. and plan how you want to keep her happy.. This thought process mite be your start to move on perhaps... ;)
keep posting bro.. i read them all.. :)
take care ! god bless u !